CHAPTER 10
Silas sat behind the wheel of the black Audi the Teacher had arranged for him and gazed out at the - r1 A- q! p% h9 \7 c
great Church of Saint-Sulpice. Lit from beneath by banks of floodlights, the church's two bell
, ]8 y: i# ?% I+ K/ n+ Stowers rose like stalwart sentinels above the building's long body. On either flank, a shadowy row
9 f8 A. N4 G0 y7 {* m' o L% P% Uof sleek buttresses jutted out like the ribs of a beautiful beast.
0 b8 k5 P7 ]% X+ `7 J2 uThe heathens used a house of God to conceal their keystone. Again the brotherhood had confirmed : i" U9 t I- T0 u* u# q' |
their legendary reputation for illusion and deceit. Silas was looking forward to finding the keystone + D3 Q5 y( U( T+ F+ A9 U3 E% k+ ?
and giving it to the Teacher so they could recover what the brotherhood had long ago stolen from
2 N, P) U' G( Q, tthe faithful.
: G3 B* Y: q; S" {1 WHow powerful that will make Opus Dei.
: K8 k1 T3 `* s0 ]/ JParking the Audi on the deserted Place Saint-Sulpice, Silas exhaled, telling himself to clear his
) e; s2 g; \/ qmind for the task at hand. His broad back still ached from the corporal mortification he had " R# m& K4 }% T( j* B9 I
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endured earlier today, and yet the pain was inconsequential compared with the anguish of his life : B( o) m% c+ s$ m1 |2 y2 v
before Opus Dei had saved him.
m, r3 m8 h( wStill, the memories haunted his soul.
- Y( K" @5 e5 H! I) eRelease your hatred, Silas commanded himself. Forgive those who trespassed against you.5 _. z! a w% ?. u
Looking up at the stone towers of Saint-Sulpice, Silas fought that familiar undertow... that force
8 D! G$ y* S( w Y( g0 tthat often dragged his mind back in time, locking him once again in the prison that had been his r2 b q# C2 v$ T: l1 L* t
world as a young man. The memories of purgatory came as they always did, like a tempest to his 0 u6 Y& C+ \5 z) p( Y3 L( q
senses... the reek of rotting cabbage, the stench of death, human urine and feces. The cries of
7 C* Y! K. @9 Qhopelessness against the howling wind of the Pyrenees and the soft sobs of forgotten men.
* G- `- o' q! ]4 kAndorra, he thought, feeling his muscles tighten.; q% {6 r0 p. T& n* c
Incredibly, it was in that barren and forsaken suzerain between Spain and France, shivering in his * d/ v! a% g' c1 X2 T; V7 }
stone cell, wanting only to die, that Silas had been saved.
& F7 C8 Q* J7 O a2 `He had not realized it at the time.& s! B5 j1 J( @& N6 Z1 W' n2 |
The light came long after the thunder.
8 k5 x1 _/ z% a1 hHis name was not Silas then, although he didn't recall the name his parents had given him. He had 5 g$ k+ m$ G; i6 I
left home when he was seven. His drunken father, a burly dockworker, enraged by the arrival of an
$ h) v6 ^; z" `7 r. F$ C0 h! Aalbino son, beat his mother regularly, blaming her for the boy's embarrassing condition. When the ' J: u. g, f& K! d3 Q
boy tried to defend her, he too was badly beaten.
$ _8 V* u+ \4 ^One night, there was a horrific fight, and his mother never got up. The boy stood over his lifeless " } G' O4 A" B8 }( E6 h% y: q
mother and felt an unbearable up-welling of guilt for permitting it to happen.' ?& V- g% k+ S' u# h
This is my fault!
2 x0 L" N6 X! }/ ~4 zAs if some kind of demon were controlling his body, the boy walked to the kitchen and grasped a
# v. D, D; m" U4 l* u. Jbutcher knife. Hypnotically, he moved to the bedroom where his father lay on the bed in a drunken 9 _6 o. }. H7 N" y1 @8 B
stupor. Without a word, the boy stabbed him in the back. His father cried out in pain and tried to : U+ c- C* x ?5 p5 p
roll over, but his son stabbed him again, over and over until the apartment fell quiet.
. \. Z% {( D/ L. Q6 h+ L& @; `4 u7 LThe boy fled home but found the streets of Marseilles equally unfriendly. His strange appearance
5 O5 z9 c Y0 W% Fmade him an outcast among the other young runaways, and he was forced to live alone in the # q0 h/ ~3 ~; L3 R& f: j- ^
basement of a dilapidated factory, eating stolen fruit and raw fish from the dock. His only
/ ]% u7 t5 ]: t' r7 C) Xcompanions were tattered magazines he found in the trash, and he taught himself to read them. : o! G$ e3 k$ c- i
Over time, he grew strong. When he was twelve, another drifter—a girl twice his age—mocked 3 F$ M4 ]$ o* ?( J) A
him on the streets and attempted to steal his food. The girl found herself pummeled to within
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inches of her life. When the authorities pulled the boy off her, they gave him an ultimatum—leave
7 k, W3 o; r+ b$ @Marseilles or go to juvenile prison./ _: K* Z* g1 A; k6 j4 P3 j
The boy moved down the coast to Toulon. Over time, the looks of pity on the streets turned to
H- M" D0 N$ d+ Q" P' mlooks of fear. The boy had grown to a powerful young man. When people passed by, he could hear
% u0 ^0 V1 S1 k" a% dthem whispering to one another. A ghost, they would say, their eyes wide with fright as they stared ) q1 V3 `5 a' ?7 k" C$ w
at his white skin. A ghost with the eyes of a devil!% f: L; z" _ X w6 v( }) E! G
And he felt like a ghost... transparent... floating from seaport to seaport.+ y, V' N3 j: A7 ^: c6 [
People seemed to look right through him. _1 ?( [$ Y/ z
At eighteen, in a port town, while attempting to steal a case of cured ham from a cargo ship, he was
- T" N7 B& z, P( |- ?caught by a pair of crewmen. The two sailors who began to beat him smelled of beer, just as his 0 F( }2 N; m! q! g& G
father had. The memories of fear and hatred surfaced like a monster from the deep. The young man
7 G+ |( \6 Q! \9 [! R2 ?. z9 g* qbroke the first sailor's neck with his bare hands, and only the arrival of the police saved the second $ [1 [+ ?" o/ G" J
sailor from a similar fate.6 V. p7 a2 l! h+ H
Two months later, in shackles, he arrived at a prison in Andorra.
2 F- d, E/ ^7 }1 zYou are as white as a ghost, the inmates ridiculed as the guards marched him in, naked and cold. ; }+ m2 ]( Z6 H
Mira el espectro! Perhaps the ghost will pass right through these walls!
. D* K T% i1 ^7 l9 W- ^0 _Over the course of twelve years, his flesh and soul withered until he knew he had become # S: l. A( E( \9 ^8 w
transparent.0 v' ?+ ^3 {. u" ~ o
I am a ghost.- O; g! t. k* s2 I6 p6 h! \1 M
I am weightless.
& r! l8 S& w' m n+ a- dYo soy un espectro... palido coma una fantasma... caminando este mundo a solas.+ E: U% n5 Z4 l, ^
One night the ghost awoke to the screams of other inmates. He didn't know what invisible force - R, I; n) [! ~" v+ M' [3 G5 T
was shaking the floor on which he slept, nor what mighty hand was trembling the mortar of his
2 d7 ~& q9 v1 q) k" G- ]9 @stone cell, but as he jumped to his feet, a large boulder toppled onto the very spot where he had
! S1 i6 F3 J/ W3 N) |) nbeen sleeping. Looking up to see where the stone had come from, he saw a hole in the trembling 9 T) a& z( Z6 g8 A
wall, and beyond it, a vision he had not seen in over ten years. The moon.
# {0 Y6 p" D5 H0 s9 NEven while the earth still shook, the ghost found himself scrambling through a narrow tunnel,
: Y" F% \ k; l" u4 dstaggering out into an expansive vista, and tumbling down a barren mountainside into the woods. 1 g0 x! `/ k H+ s" w
He ran all night, always downward, delirious with hunger and exhaustion.0 b* s: k$ I% E2 s$ b3 J T
Skirting the edges of consciousness, he found himself at dawn in a clearing where train tracks cut a + U6 l- C: E6 g" y
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swath across the forest. Following the rails, he moved on as if dreaming. Seeing an empty freight 7 T% s" S: Y$ o/ ~7 f2 I6 a
car, he crawled in for shelter and rest. When he awoke the train was moving. How long? How far?
, E; U* N6 z2 f. _1 |% u: FA pain was growing in his gut. Am I dying? He slept again. This time he awoke to someone yelling, - z, z4 P- h' z1 e
beating him, throwing him out of the freight car. Bloody, he wandered the outskirts of a small
* `& P$ L/ T* X$ p6 v+ ^9 X, Fvillage looking in vain for food. Finally, his body too weak to take another step, he lay down by the 6 T/ ~4 G: ~( {" c. {& q- ~- z: k
side of the road and slipped into unconsciousness.
7 J/ {+ F' }; B RThe light came slowly, and the ghost wondered how long he had been dead. A day? Three days? It * `* G5 i% O, a3 n+ l) c
didn't matter. His bed was soft like a cloud, and the air around him smelled sweet with candles. 3 A& a. A( Z; {6 B) `
Jesus was there, staring down at him. I am here, Jesus said. The stone has been rolled aside, and
' h6 x" T8 g7 X. a. u) v3 x& f0 Pyou are born again.
5 X# K w0 [, n7 j: e6 s5 [He slept and awoke. Fog shrouded his thoughts. He had never believed in heaven, and yet Jesus + d! }! j2 q, I- V( W( p& \, [
was watching over him. Food appeared beside his bed, and the ghost ate it, almost able to feel the 3 _, Z7 ^5 i: w5 h9 i2 ]
flesh materializing on his bones. He slept again. When he awoke, Jesus was still smiling down,
. L9 }8 h# \) Ospeaking. You are saved, my son. Blessed are those who follow my path.7 v# {) J8 @% w; A6 K! `
Again, he slept.2 ^! _8 s" w& n
It was a scream of anguish that startled the ghost from his slumber. His body leapt out of bed, , T( x' I8 ~ {% I
staggered down a hallway toward the sounds of shouting. He entered into a kitchen and saw a large
+ D9 o. {! m2 ^2 c- X( l, j/ rman beating a smaller man. Without knowing why, the ghost grabbed the large man and hurled him
3 t: W1 i0 s H, G) W/ e4 }, tbackward against a wall. The man fled, leaving the ghost standing over the body of a young man in ^' U0 L0 t5 x" w7 Y
priest's robes. The priest had a badly shattered nose. Lifting the bloody priest, the ghost carried him
* O! o; d7 W6 K% O9 i P, U3 `to a couch.
' w' r# S6 y$ s* s! q"Thank you, my friend," the priest said in awkward French. "The offertory money is tempting for , H* T' I' s) f5 q: n" y' ]& l
thieves. You speak French in your sleep. Do you also speak Spanish?"
$ J0 j7 |5 P. E$ f9 gThe ghost shook his head.
; f8 }# p$ x* ^! l# s2 X8 v7 X"What is your name?" he continued in broken French.) `3 E; R! {( u$ W4 `; E, a
The ghost could not remember the name his parents had given him. All he heard were the taunting
5 h* W3 K- d# Q# ]gibes of the prison guards.
9 ?$ C- M, a ?The priest smiled. "No hay problema. My name is Manuel Aringarosa. I am a missionary from , t4 y$ v l9 \
Madrid. I was sent here to build a church for the Obra de Dios."
; M! {" M3 j0 m* o"Where am I?" His voice sounded hollow.
1 K: o+ e& Y/ @0 h j, P9 g"Oviedo. In the north of Spain."5 }8 Z1 M( {! w( p) X
# v( L7 E1 f* H3 s- C% X+ L"How did I get here?", d5 L# S3 r( W% [2 m2 p9 r
"Someone left you on my doorstep. You were ill. I fed you. You've been here many days."
; @2 V% \! M& T' f& H: ~2 {The ghost studied his young caretaker. Years had passed since anyone had shown any kindness. 6 d4 v" E# [5 S# J. P$ [) V8 v
"Thank you, Father."
, s. B# Y. }/ cThe priest touched his bloody lip. "It is I who am thankful, my friend."2 C# S) y; O- v- ?9 [. G6 j! X- M
When the ghost awoke in the morning, his world felt clearer. He gazed up at the crucifix on the 7 N7 `, j4 f0 @8 o: {% ?; X4 S/ a
wall above his bed. Although it no longer spoke to him, he felt a comforting aura in its presence. , x" Y t" J( X
Sitting up, he was surprised to find a newspaper clipping on his bedside table. The article was in # M% o t- D" u" `
French, a week old. When he read the story, he filled with fear. It told of an earthquake in the
8 n; Q4 K- f/ \2 T* Bmountains that had destroyed a prison and freed many dangerous criminals.
9 I3 O% `4 z$ f+ s( _, tHis heart began pounding. The priest knows who I am! The emotion he felt was one he had not felt 9 O9 b3 Q: x) b1 X. F& [ w: j$ | p
for some time. Shame. Guilt. It was accompanied by the fear of being caught. He jumped from his ( S# P/ ?4 N& s6 p; r9 I& w: Q. w
bed. Where do I run?
" {9 _7 a( t- ^2 b9 T"The Book of Acts," a voice said from the door.0 b' c3 q4 c8 }1 M& _8 y, E: q
The ghost turned, frightened.
9 t" T4 k, r1 E7 X1 A9 SThe young priest was smiling as he entered. His nose was awkwardly bandaged, and he was / Q# z% f% Q( _3 w- [2 w
holding out an old Bible. "I found one in French for you. The chapter is marked."' o5 s4 @. K3 u0 g+ z, w
Uncertain, the ghost took the Bible and looked at the chapter the priest had marked.& ]1 Z! S6 r+ H* S
Acts 16.
- M; I: d( I, u- B! l4 YThe verses told of a prisoner named Silas who lay naked and beaten in his cell, singing hymns to
6 i# h& v9 e( p, P& i5 DGod. When the ghost reached Verse 26, he gasped in shock.
; ^" `7 l9 E' E6 j. c"...And suddenly, there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken,
) Q+ G% s0 ]* X; _# J- Cand all the doors fell open."
# p) p+ e) f3 H0 ^His eyes shot up at the priest.
' W1 s8 @" ^" n+ D QThe priest smiled warmly. "From now on, my friend, if you have no other name, I shall call you
7 r9 {4 d" A- w eSilas."+ n1 n1 Q4 M5 \8 J! N; `
The ghost nodded blankly. Silas. He had been given flesh. My name is Silas.
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"It's time for breakfast," the priest said. "You will need your strength if you are to help me build + v/ a G m& X9 }' u
this church."1 W- p0 X; M4 y
" d' c1 L% U8 fTwenty thousand feet above the Mediterranean, Alitalia flight 1618 bounced in turbulence, causing ( }+ `& a6 U: c* \
passengers to shift nervously. Bishop Aringarosa barely noticed. His thoughts were with the future 3 c/ P. |/ K! i8 C, \7 W" H3 i- a
of Opus Dei. Eager to know how plans in Paris were progressing, he wished he could phone Silas.
" _2 p3 R5 l" dBut he could not. The Teacher had seen to that.
. W0 U4 y. c/ s% A; _$ j$ Z"It is for your own safety," the Teacher had explained, speaking in English with a French accent. "I
, U9 U Y, s$ ~6 bam familiar enough with electronic communications to know they can be intercepted. The results
! G" d& a$ M& fcould be disastrous for you."6 E4 [- k( J4 c( Q* |
Aringarosa knew he was right. The Teacher seemed an exceptionally careful man. He had not
6 P5 d; I0 T+ ^revealed his own identity to Aringarosa, and yet he had proven himself a man well worth obeying.
* j! E6 r3 _, |. M/ tAfter all, he had somehow obtained very secret information. The names of the brotherhood's four ( p; K- k' N1 K4 K& J+ R) |, t
top members! This had been one of the coups that convinced the bishop the Teacher was truly 4 B' W- j9 e8 C# h4 Y! W! u3 @
capable of delivering the astonishing prize he claimed he could unearth.; n7 ?5 ]) ^ s& C$ |
"Bishop," the Teacher had told him, "I have made all the arrangements. For my plan to succeed, & s8 ?/ O; P/ L* C9 V
you must allow Silas to answer only to me for several days. The two of you will not speak. I will
- F. b9 U; g8 @; `communicate with him through secure channels."# V0 t5 R3 \6 t) e2 x
"You will treat him with respect?"
: V8 \' T0 H- r6 D; K+ U"A man of faith deserves the highest."# H# a% {* B0 V6 ]3 [7 J$ Q, o
"Excellent. Then I understand. Silas and I shall not speak until this is over."$ a% b, C; B2 y/ A' ~
"I do this to protect your identity, Silas's identity, and my investment."
9 O' x8 |; R; L- M$ A( D. A( j"Your investment?" m q$ B: t' I" S
"Bishop, if your own eagerness to keep abreast of progress puts you in jail, then you will be unable , ]9 ?6 K! r: N- L/ e+ ^0 @2 L
to pay me my fee."; A4 t0 l- O' L5 H/ I/ K, `. d
The bishop smiled. "A fine point. Our desires are in accord. Godspeed."
, |. \: w2 g( e) A, P& OTwenty million euro, the bishop thought, now gazing out the plane's window. The sum was
. G/ ?- S! Q ~* H. Qapproximately the same number of U.S. dollars. A pittance for something so powerful.
# L8 W3 W" V) z8 H" `4 lHe felt a renewed confidence that the Teacher and Silas would not fail. Money and faith were z$ [8 Y. R% E* U+ d/ N
* m& E/ E( l+ q' ~2 W& [4 Epowerful motivators.